Things have been changing quite rapidly. First, there’s the fact that im graduating this year, and this big piece of reality is starting to sink further and further down my throat. I guess for the first time I’m scared to know that from that from this moment on, I’ll be taking things on my own. (not that I haven’t done so already.. but you know.. parts of it still give me the shivers) Then I’ve also had to deal with a handful amount of goodbyes lately. It’s definitely not easy, and sometimes letting go of people you’ve spent quite a considerable amount of time with really takes a huge chunk from you - especially when some of them already left quite an impression. (yes, I know.. but we all move on.) Then there’s always going be the unmentionables which are the things that you can’t really openly say in public due to either a) private and personal reasons or b) one or two of the readers might be affected by it.

So yea, I dont know. It jus bugs me sometimes, and with my busy schedule and occasional disregard for self-reflection and expression, I haven't really taken the time to randomly blabble the things that are on my head as of late. So alas, here I am doing my inner monologue.. hahaha. hmm. (maybe ill leave this in as private post). hmm. ahh, whatever..